Terror Has No Diary: Annals of a Gay Jew and His Comrades Behind a Holy Wall In Nazi Europe

In 1941, Nazi invasion left only 200 of Libau's 7,000 Jews alive by 1945. This story recounts the survival of 12, hidden by courageous locals behind a false wall and in a widow's home, later honored at Yad Vashem. Kalman Linkimer, a gay Jewish poet and soldier, documents their harrowing journey, surviving in a concealed basement through the Holocaust's brutalities, until their liberation. A testament to human resilience, their story emerges through Linkimer's vivid chronicling of their fight for survival amidst overwhelming adversity.

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About the Author: Michael Melnick
Dr. Melnick is a Professor of genetics and developmental biology at the University of Southern California in Los Angeles. He has earned degrees at New York University (BA, DDS) and Indiana University (PhD). He established the Laboratory for Developmental Genetics in 1981. Over the past three decades, with support from the National Institutes of Health, Dr. Melnick has investigated the genetic complexities of normal and abnormal embryonic development. Dr. Melnick has published more than 120 peer-reviewed scientific papers and five books. He has been elected a Fellow of the American Association for the Advancement of Science (AAAS). Currently, Dr. Melnick is investigating the cellular genetic response to cytomegalovirus infection as it relates to birth defects and adult tumor formation.
Of the 7000 Jews living in the Baltic seaport of Libau (Liepaja), Latvia when the Germans invaded on June 21, 1941, only 200 remained alive when the city was liberated May 9,1945. Of these, maybe two dozen were hiding within Libau itself. This story is about 12 of them. Eleven adults were in the care of Robert and Johanna Sedols who hid them in a cellar behind a false wall constructed with the "holy bricks" of the demolished Choral Synagogue; the lone child was cared for by a widow, Otilija Schimelpfenig, in the secure comfort of her home. For their courage and moral stature, the Sedols and Mrs. Schimelpfenig are memorialized as "Righteous Among the Nations" at Yad Vashem. How these 12 Jews arrived at their hiding places, and how they endured until liberation, is a remarkable story, one of miracles. Inscrutable miracles, cast naked upon the ruins by men and women of courage and cunning, not saints.

The narrational vigor of the telling reflects the striking skill of a sagacious diarist, Kalman Linkimer. When the Germans invaded Libau, Kalman was just shy of 30. He was already a veteran of the Latvian Army, a broadly educated teacher and poet who tutored wealthy gymnasium students, and an habitué of cafes where he endlessly played chess, sipped espresso, and smoked cigarettes. And more...he was a gay, religious Jew who was an athlete and an avid leftist. Faced with a defiled social contract, Kalman threw off the mask of the gentle aesthete and exposed his true grit. He conceded to no one the mission of chronicling the terror; he was consumed with the need to transmit the pain of evil to those who were not there. Kalman Linkimer was a moral witness.

Kalman's chronicle begins on Erev Yom Kippur, 26 September 1944: "Just eleven of us now, buttoned up in a cellar beneath the heat of baking ovens...." With this painful metaphor as backdrop, Kalman recounts how they all came to be there; the twists and turns through the endless night of murder, torture and humiliation inflicted by evil actors entirely empty of empathy; the mass murders in the dunes of Skede, the liquidation of the ghetto, the escapes, the events that taught each of them that a drowning man is not troubled by rain.

Two-thirds into the narrative, Kalman returns to the "present." Far from growing familiar with their privileged prison, they behold it every moment with a new horror. The hunger, the illness, the conflicts, and the bombing ever more near. The bipolar illusions, the catatonic routine, and the adulterous entanglement. Their quarantine a panic room bricked in, their world narrows in increments only animals know....Liberation arrives nearly four years after the nightmare began. They emerge from the cellar malnourished, maladroit, and cautiously hopeful. The lone child, wearing a white hat and a flowered dress, stands in the Spring sunshine. Only she is destined to fully heal.

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